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Really, Boston: DJ Mag Top 100 [D.J. P.A.N.D.A.]

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Lady And The Tramp - The Siamese Cat Song

THE MEAT DRESS

OK... so there is no way you have not heard seen or even discussed something about the infamous meat dress at some point this week. I definitely have my own reservations with it.

Just to recap... Lady Gaga wore an outfit made completely out of meat. Including her high wedged shoes & this gross hat which i found to be the most disturbing part of the ensemble.

Obviously, PETA is pissed off. lol. Normally, I'd be like hey what the hell else is new.. but i somehow agree with this particular rage. Now, PETA members used to come to our horse shows and set the horses free... of course they'd always go set the ones loose that were worth $50,000 and upward ... so ya, I'm not a big PETA fan. I'm a little pissed off that I'm forced to justify anything they say right now too. 

PS.. The horses they set free usually stayed right by the trailer & ate grass... so aside from a green slimy bit in the show ring, they rarely did any damage... because the horses were treated so well, they're not stupid. They're staying with me.. well except my horse Joker, who felt the need to gallop around the grounds 3 or 4x BEFORE returning to the trailer. He wanted to spook all the other horses & give me a heart attack first... Asshole. :)  He took after me,

But really... What like running out onto the highway would've been a better life for them? Ugh. 

PETA is retarded. 

However, here's my position on meat.

I have worked my entire life with animals. I am not vegetarian or vegan... i tried that once, lost too much weight. Can't do it. I don't believe in "not eating animals" .. I don't think its animal cruelty to eat meat.. That's what they are bred for. I am much more concerned with they way these animals are treated in the slaughterhouses, while they are alive. I feel like if they are treated well, given a good life, and a humane way of death, then everything is OK with me. Feel free to disagree with me all you want. But this is how I feel on the matter.


I think it would be highly unnecessary to end meat eating.. so to speak. Basically, it put thousands & thousands of people out of work, just to save a cow. Like, don't get me wrong, I heart Cows... I love all animals.. but there are so many people that work in & rely on the meat industry to support their families. As far as I am concerned, as long as they're on the up & up.... leave them alone.


Also, to me it feels like we're slapping the face of people who have absolutely nothing to eat. ..Remember them? The Hungry people? Having the ability to choose what we want to eat is a luxury. A luxury that a lot of people do not have. Cut the shit. If you're going to fight for something, please make sure you look at it through different perspectives before you go all buck wild with it. Thx.
Go plant a tree or something. Seriously. If you don't want to think about an issue COMPLETELY... this would be ideal for you... By the time its big enough to inconvenience anyone, you'll be dead.


So anyways... my position on the Meat Dress...


What is so controversial is her symbolism vs. publicity stunt & the cruelty of animals...


Well, the symbolism I'll get back to... but neither of those were my initial concern. MY PROBLEM is.. YOU JUST WASTED ALL THAT FUCKING MEAT.  I really do like Lady Gaga... so what i am about to say does kind of kill me a little bit...


But HOW BIG OF AN ASSHOLE DO YOU HAVE TO BE TO WEAR MEAT AS CLOTHING?


Do you know how many people your fucking dress could have fed? I would normally hope you would send all that food to a 3rd world country after you used it as your VMA attire.. except I'm pretty sure it was all hot & rancid by then... really... how many fruit flies went home with you that night, Gaga?


Its no secret that non-Americans hate us. I mean, we are a little obnoxious with wasting food... i am including myself in that statement... but now we're making clothes from it. GREAT.


I don't care who you offend in corporate America, or in government blablaba... but the second you want to offend someone that doesn't have any food, i have a problem with it. sorry.


Maybe we didn't think about that though... since the dress was "not meant to offend anyone" and ended up offending EVERYONE. Jeez us.


Now ... the Symbolism.


Ok.. this is what she had actually said on Ellen


"Well, it is certainly no disrespect to anyone that is vegan or vegetarian. As you know, I am the most judgment-free human being on the earth, However, it has many interpretations, but for me this evening ... If we don't stand up for what we believe in and if we don't fight for our rights, pretty soon we're going to have as much rights as the meat on our own bones. And I am not a piece of meat."


I'm all about symbolism.... this one, ahhmmmm... I think is STUPID. sorry.
But its up to you to make your own decision about it.




She showed up to the VMAs w/ gay men from the military.. in an effort to overturn the "Don't Ask. Don't Tell." Law. 


Alright... My personal opinion on this law is that its terrible and very oppressive. However, i am NOT a gay male in the military. So my actual "position" on the matter is NOT to overturn this law, but to support whatever they want.





The last thing i want is to have someone be noble enough to join the military in order to fight for me, only to have him (or her) get beaten to death because they're gay. Then maybe alleviate the government for any wrong doings..  giving them leeway to just "throw their hands up" and be like "hey, we had that law but you hated it" type of shit...? 


I don't know. I really don't. The only thing I know is that I would want to support what gay people in the military want. I don't want to make anything worse for them. 


I don't think its enough to just overturn this law. I think we would need to increase awareness and understanding about homosexuality as well. Most problems stem from people not understanding something, right? 


I have to stop here. Or else I'm going to get into a political discussion about racism, hate crimes.. and a bunch of other issues... which is a whole other blog

So, in closing... We need more awareness in America.
Big ups to Lady Gaga for making people "think"... I think we could have thought up a better way to do this than Cow Couture ... since the only thing it symbolizes to me is America wasting more food. 


And, no matter what you think about these things... you can't tell me that this doesn't make you want to throw up:  

EGHHH...

GOOD NIGHT

Remembering 9/11

People always assume i've seen Fahrenheit 9/11 when we get into a discussion about politics or, specifically, the 9/11 terrorist attacks.

I'd like to take this opportunity to tell everyone beforehand ...

I have never seen that movie. I would go crazy (-er) if i ever watched that. To me, that's like watching a JFK documentary.

I have strong political opinions... none of which fall into the categories of "democrat" "republican" or even "independent"

I'm not a member of any flock of sheep. I actually think for myself. A lot of people think they do, but they really don't.

Stop being blinded by shit they throw at you. Stop discussing "The Issues"

The Issues are just a distraction so you won't start asking the correct questions.
The Issues are nothing more than information they are allowing you to have.

Go read a Bible.
Its not a coincidence the Bible refers to you as sheep.

You know who loved organized religion?

JOSEF STALIN

Nails

who would've known i'd be suck a phenomenal sculptor of nails...

on the other hand,

Painting Nails + Computer = Bad Idea

just saying

Deaf White Kat

So.. in light of Whitey Bulger's death & everything...  here's my new logo n shit... my lawyer & the advisor bitch hate it. 

...good thing i wasn't asking for opinions:)

Seafood Salad

I've never had an actual position on Seafood Salad before..

I do now.

It's disgusting.

Stay tuned for a weekly video

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Can't wait for this long ass weekend to start

Despite constantly complaining about the show and how terrible some acts were, they would always be back the following week in the best seats in the house.




;)


I will certainly have some stories to tell

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What better way to get to know me than reading my answers to some dumb survey, right?

THIS ONE IS STUPID... consider yourself warned,... I'll go track down another one later

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name:

 Amanda Sullivan.  aka Mandy, Nelson, or Krocodile Tearz

Birthday:

 Ground Hogs Day - Feb 2, 1981

Birthplace:

 Boston, MA

Current Location:

 I live in Brockton, MA.. in the hood. 

Eye Color:

 Blue

Hair Color:

 Dark Brown, sometimes Black

Height:

 5'7"

Right Handed or Left Handed:

 Right

Your Heritage: 

 Irish.. w/ some Polish & English 

The Shoes You Wore Today:

 Shell Toes <3

Your Weakness:

 what's that? 

Your Fears:  

 Spiders

Your Perfect Pizza:

 Vegatable

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:

 This YEAR? pfft. I have 700 to do this week

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:

 LOL .. lol. I know you're not really laughin out loud 

Thoughts First Waking Up:

 What day is it?

Your Best Physical Feature:

 :) I'm a big fan of me. so I'll skip this one 

Your Bedtime:

 I believe I had a previous blog rant thought process re: sleeping

Your Most Missed Memory:

 I don't usually stroll down that road

Pepsi or Coke:

 Coke

MacDonalds or Burger King:

 OMG.. BK. all day every day. lol

Single or Group Dates:

 Dates? Ya that still goes on. 

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:

 Either would be perfectly acceptable

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate or Vanilla what? 

Cappuccino or Coffee:

 Whatever I feel like that day

Do you Smoke:

 Uh.. No. lol. I smoke cigarettes when I'm bored. Gross I know

Do you Swear:

 Like a truckdriver. We fuckin covered this shit already. 

Do you Sing:

 No. No I do not sing. It is the only thing i will never try & master cuz its really just that bad.

Do you Shower Daily: I Sure do. Sometimes more! yay, Gold star for me

Have you Been in Love: 

Yup

Do you want to go to College:

 I went already. I go again now. I want 700 degrees. I'd be a professional student if i could still pay bills that way

Do you want to get Married:

 Not really. I might later but its nothing imperative to me

Do you belive in yourself:

 Yup. If i don't why should anyone else?

Do you get Motion Sickness:

 No

Do you think you are Attractive:

 =) Big Fan. I mentioned this already. But I grew up ugly.. so I know why this is so important to people 

Are you a Health Freak:

 NO. lol

Do you get along with your Parents:

 Uh.. yes? I mean, that's a loaded question. lol. My mother is a scorpio & annoying. We don't exactly "mesh" but it's not a feud situation either. My dad I get along with.. sometimes I baffle him I think though. lol.

Do you like Thunderstorms:

 Yes.. actually I do... unless I have an event cuz they make people stay home lol 

Do you play an Instrument:

 No, not unless you count electronic DJ shit. I played the drums in 6th grade, but that was just to get out of science class on Fridays. 

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:

 I actually stopped drinking.. I haven't been drunk since May.. I have had 1-2 drinks on a very few occasions.. but that's all

In the past month have you Smoked:

 A cigarette I have

In the past month have you been on Drugs:

 No, contrary to popular belief.. I am naturally like this. If you're one of those people who think I'm lying.. I don't care.. Please continue to think & say  whatever makes you happy

In the past month have you gone on a Date:

 Uh,, yes. I guess I have. lol. As far as what I define as a "date" - A Non Nightclub, 1on1 activity... Public activity.. I don't mean booty call.. I don't do that. (sorry, I know that disappoints people)

In the past month have you gone to a Mall:

 Yes. 

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:

 No.. not oreos.. other cookies, yes. (not that i don't <3 oreos, i just haven't eaten any lately)

In the past month have you eaten Sushi:

 Yes

In the past month have you been on Stage:

 HAHA Yes. I'm a hype master... I have to perform so to speak. 

In the past month have you been Dumped:

 No

In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: 

No. I don't skinny dip at all.

In the past month have you Stolen Anything:

 No

Ever been Drunk: 

Yes. 

Ever been called a Tease:

 Yes:) - Many times, actually. lol. However i think people don't really use the term correctly.. but that's fine. Nothing I really care about. 

Ever been Beaten up:

 Yes. I used to get my ass kicked all the time when I was young.. I've been jumped before (not a good time BTW) .. which is primarily why I am the psycho bitch I am today lol.. srsly tho

Ever Shoplifted:

 Yes, My dad was King Policeman .. so I was Queen Juvenile Delinquent, of course. 

How do you want to Die:

 Something noteworthy, like for a good cause.. or at least worth remembering like i get eaten by an alligator 

What do you want to be when you Grow Up:

 Loaded question, again.. How about I tell you the only 3 things I want to be, yet are impossible.. cuz anything else I feel is attainable... # 1. A Vampire (which has NOTHING to do with the recent vampire popularity outbreak,. I've never even see true blood or.. whatever else is related to this common interest) # 2. The Italian Mafia Godfather. I'm not 100% Itailian.. I'm not Italian at all.. I'm  immediately declined... so that idea is moot. # 3. A drag queen. We call simply this the Mandy Complex. I'm a girl that wants to be a guy so i can dress up like a girl. Whatever. I don't want a sex change op or anything though ... If I'm getting ANY surgery ... It will be a boob job. lol... Most likely later in life I'll get down w/ botox etc....  i won't ever want a penis tho. 

What country would you most like to Visit:

 My step brother lived in South Africa & said it changes your life... thats where I've always wanted to go visit

In a Boy/Girl..

Favourite Eye Color: I'm not gonna answer these ?'s cuz i think different things work for different people. Anything can be cool. You just have to OWN it. If you're a certain way just to impress people.. I'll see right through you. And its painfully unattractive to me 

Favourite Hair Color:

Short or Long Hair:

Height:

Weight:

Best Clothing Style:

Not what you wear, but how u wear it. I rock whatever

Number of Drugs I have taken:

 Let's just say I had a fun adolescence and move along   

Number of CDs I own:  CDs? I mean... I have a gigantic Music Library on iTunes if thats what u mean

Number of Piercings:

 I've had 20+ piercings in my life.. but right now only 3 in my ear, my tongue & 1 side of my nose are still active

Number of Tattoos: 8.. but i have several more to come

Number of things in my Past I Regret:

 Go to hell:)

Explaining This Blog

OK so the ultimate goal is to give people Real Information, from a Real Insider.

Boston has a diversity in crowd that is absolutely amazing, unfortunately it is often overlooked and/or ignored.

The most common phrase i hear is "boston's scene sucks. it's so small...rawrrrr"
Basically someone, that probably sounded like they knew what the hell they were talking about, made this statement. Other people heard it & started passing it off as their own observation.
It's a good way to blame Boston for your lack of social life, or for a party promoter to weasel out of the blame for bad parties..

But Boston does NOT have a shitty scene. It is NOT small... but it is MISGUIDED.
We have one of the most diverse nightlife scenes .. and it is HUGE.
YES. We do live in a College city... when schools are on break, we do loose a lot of our supporters.. Do you know how many people in Boston are frigging OBSESSED with music?

There is something for everyone here. No matter what music, atmosphere, or crowd demographic a person is looking for... we have it. The problem is NOT a small scene.. the problem is too many scenes, and not enough information

Suddenly everyone in Boston thinks their Johnny Big Shot Nightclub Promoter and start giving out bad information.. now people get a bad taste in their mouth because the event they went to in Boston were A dead and B the promoter was on an ego trip (if he was even there)

Anyways this is also a whole other blog.. DEFINITELY one i will soon be talking about

However i feel its important to first kind of introduce myself. Give a little more background information about myself, let people get to know me better, before i start posting my 2 cents about everything.
My writing style  is exactly how i talk. I did take writing classes...  I know where each word is supposed to go & blablabla.. and I am anal about certain things... however I'd much rather tell a story & be more personal about it, than worry about my verb being in the correct location.
I'm from Boston. When I talk, I don't use a whole lot of grammer. ;) And no i don't pronounce my R's... except when i say a word like "idea" ... lol. IDEARRRR

I used to refrain from swearing in any type of post online.. i know its not professional... but most people are immune to swearing these days, nothing phases anyone.. and in person, i fuckin swear.. unless my dad is around, or if i' have to be professional.. I do have a filter.. and i usually use it when i want to. (want to.. not need to).. and i figure.. this is my blog. I put the warning sign ON.. so F U I do what I want. lol

However, even though i may drop an F bomb here & there, you will never hear (or read) a racial or lifestyle slur come out of my mouth. Beyond the basic human reaction to profile people, I try to stay as far away from stereotyping as possible. I try not to judge anyone for anything... how i feel about a person is how i feel about that specific person.. but again, I am human. and If a person wants to fall victim to their stereotype and then complain about being stereotyped.. please jump off a cliff bcuz thats not really society's fault now is it dickhead?

So I'll write a blog on my work history, my life, school, how i grew up... maybe I'll throw in crap i don't want you to know lol. I'll will certainly give you my opinion on topics like Religion, Politics and Music ... 3 of the most controversial topics ever lol. And seeing as I, myself, am a very controversial person... I'm sure it will go well, like flying a lead balloon.

I'm weird, I accept that. lol. But I do in fact think for myself. I don't discriminate against certain groups of people.. I can blend in with any clique (usually).. but I don't belong to any one particular group.

and eventually I can get correct & valuable information to those in search of it
'
OH .. I feel inclined to mention my mood swings.. lol. I have many levels to my personality.. I'm not schizophrenic or anything.. I do have. what I like to call, the REMIXES. I actually have names for a lot of things I come across in life.... But when I'm voicing an opinion on here,, I'm almost always going to wait to write it until its Awesome O'clock...  Its one of those potentially carreer-suicidal "Fuck you, I am amazing" moods,,,
Now.. I am NEVER Virginia Fluffyfoot.. But I'm certainly not a Conceited Bitch or Capt. Doochebag either..  Its just that I frequently come into contact w/ the common shithead.. so I eat a smug sandwich & get a case of the FickiTs...  So... w/o a doubt,  I'll write a much better piece of news for you to read during these moments. lol.

BatSh8t Crazy

So... 5am I'm writing in my office & I see that there is  a friggin' bat in my house. 


Me, being the Hardcore thug bitch that I am, start screaming bloody murder. My useless cat, Whitey Bulger, is Deaf.. and asleep in the middle of the floor. I'm freaking out.. I tried to kick him.. He still won't wake his lazy ass up.


My friend, who was asleep in the spare bedroom (thank god), runs in & unplugs my computer.. Thinking I'm getting electrocuted. UGH.. The bat is zooming around his head, yet I can't form sentences at this point to tell him anything.. or at least anything that makes sense.


Now.. This thing was BIG. I actually thought it may have been a bird. Idk.. either way - NOT WELCOME. However, this wasn't exactly my ideal way for him to exit, either.


FINALLY.. He notices it... although I felt he didn't notice it quick enough.. Like he looked at it and it took him awhile to register what was going on.. I mean c'mon. Yes you were sleeping. But IT IS A BAT.. AND IT IS IN THE HOUSE.. FLYING RIGHT BY YOUR HEAD! He didn't have quite the same reaction as, sayyyy, ME =) ... wutevrrr.. STFU. it was SCARY.


He grabs a blanket and catches it in one toss.. [lucky throw]
I almost can breathe.. and my shouting, while not completely coming to a halt, is yet significantly reduced to a whimper... as he goes to find a container or whatever...


Then, The Rifleman enters the scene, my other cat (who i usually call Alfy - idk where that came from, but ya, thats what i call him).. it's so lovely how my cats are always right on time to not be of any service to me what-so-ever... 


Oh.. Shit.. Wait. Alfy did do something.. I forgot.


As I am trying to get my heart started again... my wonderful CAT... tries to get underneath the BLANKET to see what's going on... ya know, since he missed it all.... And he, Ultimately, lets the damn Bat loose... and at this point I am still unclear as to what the hell it is.. A bird, bat,.. Helicopter for all I know. But yes. The Cat.. Let the Bat out of the Bag. :/ ..that was lame, sorry. Lol.
Then.. UGHHGHG... Then this poor bastard bat smacks right into the ceiling fan.. The turned ON ceiling fan.. GROSS. I'm getting the heebie jeebies just thinking about it.


So ya the shit literally hits the fan.. It sounds like a baseball bat (no pun intended this time, I swear lol).. I see blood splatter as this thing gets delivered right over to me... and slides right in front of me... ok I now know that it is, indeed, A BAT. Have I stopped screaming yet? No, not for a second.. I have not once stopped my screaming.. So you can imagine how bad things escalated, when its RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, bleeding, Flopping All Over the Place... I don't know how bad its hurt... so I have mixed feelings of pity for him and sheer terror.... Mostly terror.


So, my current position is under my desk, using my laptop as a shield... like, good move using a the crazy expensive piece of machinery that I just got last week as a barrier of sorts. 
Whitey's up now, of course,,.. All the hard work is done, so he just wants to take the credit.. But Whitey's no dumb ass. This thing is so big that he's kind of doubting that he even wants to fuck with it... Alfy isn't.. He is all about it. Every time he takes I swat at it, I (take a wild guess) scream louder.. And since this cat isn't deaf, just neurotic, he keeps looking at me like WTF.
Now my friend comes over and hits it with my shoe.... MY SHOE... [note: this is the only time I truly stopped my horror movie yowling].. And say "My shoe? WTF." lol. So after I get the death look, he goes and gets something else..... I resume my shrieking. 
Then I remember thinking that perhaps I should not have said anything about the shoe... as he walks back in with my tennis racquet. 


OMG and this thing would not die either. You have no idea. I saw and heard things... that will haunt me for the rest of my days. I AM TRAUMATIZED.  




I now have a new respect for the phases "BATSHIT CRAZY" and "THE SHIT HIT THE FAN"


..And NO, I do not have a voice left.. In case you were wondering.