Friday, July 30, 2010

Stay tuned for a weekly video

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Statler_and_Waldorf:_From_the_Balcony

Can't wait for this long ass weekend to start







Despite constantly complaining about the show and how terrible some acts were, they would always be back the following week in the best seats in the house.




;)


I will certainly have some stories to tell

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I LOVE HOUSE MUSIK BEACH PARTY, Quincy, Us - The DJ List | TDJL

I LOVE HOUSE MUSIK BEACH PARTY, Quincy, Us - The DJ List | TDJL


LAST MINUTE TICKETS STILL AVAILABLE IF YOU HURRY IT UP ;)
ONLY $25 RIGHT NOW AT
http://sundaysoceanclub-Mandy.eventbrite.com/

12 Noon - 1am
BIGGEST PARTY OF THE SUMMER ..as it was last year ;)

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CHUS+CEBALLOS
MIND CONTROL
DEKA
CARLOS MANACA
MISS JENNIFER
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IF YOU NEED HARD TICKETS THERE ARE A VERY FEW LEFT. CONTACT ME ASAP & LET ME KNOW!!

DON'T WAIT TO BUY ONE AT THE DOOR, THEY'LL BE EXPENSIVE.

MANDY
508-942-3685
KrocodileTearz@gmail.com

What better way to get to know me than reading my answers to some dumb survey, right?

THIS ONE IS STUPID... consider yourself warned,... I'll go track down another one later







TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey













Name:
 Amanda Sullivan.  aka Mandy, Nelson, or Krocodile Tearz













Birthday:
 Ground Hogs Day - Feb 2, 1981













Birthplace:
 Boston, MA













Current Location:
 I live in Brockton, MA.. in the hood. 













Eye Color:
 Blue













Hair Color:
 Dark Brown, sometimes Black













Height:
 5'7"













Right Handed or Left Handed:
 Right













Your Heritage: 
 Irish.. w/ some Polish & English 













The Shoes You Wore Today:
 Shell Toes <3













Your Weakness:
 what's that? 













Your Fears:  
 Spiders













Your Perfect Pizza:
 Vegatable













Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:
 This YEAR? pfft. I have 700 to do this week













Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
 LOL .. lol. I know you're not really laughin out loud 













Thoughts First Waking Up:
 What day is it?













Your Best Physical Feature:
 :) I'm a big fan of me. so I'll skip this one 













Your Bedtime:
 I believe I had a previous blog rant thought process re: sleeping













Your Most Missed Memory:
 I don't usually stroll down that road













Pepsi or Coke:
 Coke













MacDonalds or Burger King:
 OMG.. BK. all day every day. lol













Single or Group Dates:
 Dates? Ya that still goes on. 













Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:
 Either would be perfectly acceptable













Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate or Vanilla what? 














Cappuccino or Coffee:
 Whatever I feel like that day













Do you Smoke:
 Uh.. No. lol. I smoke cigarettes when I'm bored. Gross I know













Do you Swear:
 Like a truckdriver. We fuckin covered this shit already. 













Do you Sing:
 No. No I do not sing. It is the only thing i will never try & master cuz its really just that bad.













Do you Shower Daily: I Sure do. Sometimes more! yay, Gold star for me












Have you Been in Love: 
Yup













Do you want to go to College:
 I went already. I go again now. I want 700 degrees. I'd be a professional student if i could still pay bills that way













Do you want to get Married:
 Not really. I might later but its nothing imperative to me













Do you belive in yourself:
 Yup. If i don't why should anyone else?













Do you get Motion Sickness:
 No













Do you think you are Attractive:
 =) Big Fan. I mentioned this already. But I grew up ugly.. so I know why this is so important to people 













Are you a Health Freak:
 NO. lol













Do you get along with your Parents:
 Uh.. yes? I mean, that's a loaded question. lol. My mother is a scorpio & annoying. We don't exactly "mesh" but it's not a feud situation either. My dad I get along with.. sometimes I baffle him I think though. lol.













Do you like Thunderstorms:
 Yes.. actually I do... unless I have an event cuz they make people stay home lol 











Do you play an Instrument:
 No, not unless you count electronic DJ shit. I played the drums in 6th grade, but that was just to get out of science class on Fridays. 













In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
 I actually stopped drinking.. I haven't been drunk since May.. I have had 1-2 drinks on a very few occasions.. but that's all













In the past month have you Smoked:
 A cigarette I have













In the past month have you been on Drugs:
 No, contrary to popular belief.. I am naturally like this. If you're one of those people who think I'm lying.. I don't care.. Please continue to think & say  whatever makes you happy













In the past month have you gone on a Date:
 Uh,, yes. I guess I have. lol. As far as what I define as a "date" - A Non Nightclub, 1on1 activity... Public activity.. I don't mean booty call.. I don't do that. (sorry, I know that disappoints people)













In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
 Yes. 













In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:
 No.. not oreos.. other cookies, yes. (not that i don't <3 oreos, i just haven't eaten any lately)













In the past month have you eaten Sushi:
 Yes













In the past month have you been on Stage:
 HAHA Yes. I'm a hype master... I have to perform so to speak. 













In the past month have you been Dumped:
 No













In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: 
No. I don't skinny dip at all.













In the past month have you Stolen Anything:
 No













Ever been Drunk: 
Yes. 













Ever been called a Tease:
 Yes:) - Many times, actually. lol. However i think people don't really use the term correctly.. but that's fine. Nothing I really care about. 













Ever been Beaten up:
 Yes. I used to get my ass kicked all the time when I was young.. I've been jumped before (not a good time BTW) .. which is primarily why I am the psycho bitch I am today lol.. srsly tho













Ever Shoplifted:
 Yes, My dad was King Policeman .. so I was Queen Juvenile Delinquent, of course. 













How do you want to Die:
 Something noteworthy, like for a good cause.. or at least worth remembering like i get eaten by an alligator 













What do you want to be when you Grow Up:
 Loaded question, again.. How about I tell you the only 3 things I want to be, yet are impossible.. cuz anything else I feel is attainable... # 1. A Vampire (which has NOTHING to do with the recent vampire popularity outbreak,. I've never even see true blood or.. whatever else is related to this common interest) # 2. The Italian Mafia Godfather. I'm not 100% Itailian.. I'm not Italian at all.. I'm  immediately declined... so that idea is moot. # 3. A drag queen. We call simply this the Mandy Complex. I'm a girl that wants to be a guy so i can dress up like a girl. Whatever. I don't want a sex change op or anything though ... If I'm getting ANY surgery ... It will be a boob job. lol... Most likely later in life I'll get down w/ botox etc....  i won't ever want a penis tho. 













What country would you most like to Visit:
 My step brother lived in South Africa & said it changes your life... thats where I've always wanted to go visit













In a Boy/Girl..













Favourite Eye Color: I'm not gonna answer these ?'s cuz i think different things work for different people. Anything can be cool. You just have to OWN it. If you're a certain way just to impress people.. I'll see right through you. And its painfully unattractive to me 














Favourite Hair Color:














Short or Long Hair:














Height:














Weight:














Best Clothing Style:
Not what you wear, but how u wear it. I rock whatever













Number of Drugs I have taken:
 Let's just say I had a fun adolescence and move along   













Number of CDs I own:  CDs? I mean... I have a gigantic Music Library on iTunes if thats what u mean














Number of Piercings:
 I've had 20+ piercings in my life.. but right now only 3 in my ear, my tongue & 1 side of my nose are still active













Number of Tattoos: 8.. but i have several more to come












Number of things in my Past I Regret:
 Go to hell:)

Explaining This Blog

OK so the ultimate goal is to give people Real Information, from a Real Insider.

Boston has a diversity in crowd that is absolutely amazing, unfortunately it is often overlooked and/or ignored.

The most common phrase i hear is "boston's scene sucks. it's so small...rawrrrr"
Basically someone, that probably sounded like they knew what the hell they were talking about, made this statement. Other people heard it & started passing it off as their own observation.
It's a good way to blame Boston for your lack of social life, or for a party promoter to weasel out of the blame for bad parties..

But Boston does NOT have a shitty scene. It is NOT small... but it is MISGUIDED.
We have one of the most diverse nightlife scenes .. and it is HUGE.
YES. We do live in a College city... when schools are on break, we do loose a lot of our supporters.. Do you know how many people in Boston are frigging OBSESSED with music?

There is something for everyone here. No matter what music, atmosphere, or crowd demographic a person is looking for... we have it. The problem is NOT a small scene.. the problem is too many scenes, and not enough information

Suddenly everyone in Boston thinks their Johnny Big Shot Nightclub Promoter and start giving out bad information.. now people get a bad taste in their mouth because the event they went to in Boston were A dead and B the promoter was on an ego trip (if he was even there)

Anyways this is also a whole other blog.. DEFINITELY one i will soon be talking about

However i feel its important to first kind of introduce myself. Give a little more background information about myself, let people get to know me better, before i start posting my 2 cents about everything.
My writing style  is exactly how i talk. I did take writing classes...  I know where each word is supposed to go & blablabla.. and I am anal about certain things... however I'd much rather tell a story & be more personal about it, than worry about my verb being in the correct location.
I'm from Boston. When I talk, I don't use a whole lot of grammer. ;) And no i don't pronounce my R's... except when i say a word like "idea" ... lol. IDEARRRR

I used to refrain from swearing in any type of post online.. i know its not professional... but most people are immune to swearing these days, nothing phases anyone.. and in person, i fuckin swear.. unless my dad is around, or if i' have to be professional.. I do have a filter.. and i usually use it when i want to. (want to.. not need to).. and i figure.. this is my blog. I put the warning sign ON.. so F U I do what I want. lol

However, even though i may drop an F bomb here & there, you will never hear (or read) a racial or lifestyle slur come out of my mouth. Beyond the basic human reaction to profile people, I try to stay as far away from stereotyping as possible. I try not to judge anyone for anything... how i feel about a person is how i feel about that specific person.. but again, I am human. and If a person wants to fall victim to their stereotype and then complain about being stereotyped.. please jump off a cliff bcuz thats not really society's fault now is it dickhead?

So I'll write a blog on my work history, my life, school, how i grew up... maybe I'll throw in crap i don't want you to know lol. I'll will certainly give you my opinion on topics like Religion, Politics and Music ... 3 of the most controversial topics ever lol. And seeing as I, myself, am a very controversial person... I'm sure it will go well, like flying a lead balloon.

I'm weird, I accept that. lol. But I do in fact think for myself. I don't discriminate against certain groups of people.. I can blend in with any clique (usually).. but I don't belong to any one particular group.

and eventually I can get correct & valuable information to those in search of it
'
OH .. I feel inclined to mention my mood swings.. lol. I have many levels to my personality.. I'm not schizophrenic or anything.. I do have. what I like to call, the REMIXES. I actually have names for a lot of things I come across in life.... But when I'm voicing an opinion on here,, I'm almost always going to wait to write it until its Awesome O'clock...  Its one of those potentially carreer-suicidal "Fuck you, I am amazing" moods,,,
Now.. I am NEVER Virginia Fluffyfoot.. But I'm certainly not a Conceited Bitch or Capt. Doochebag either..  Its just that I frequently come into contact w/ the common shithead.. so I eat a smug sandwich & get a case of the FickiTs...  So... w/o a doubt,  I'll write a much better piece of news for you to read during these moments. lol.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

BatSh8t Crazy

So... 5am I'm writing in my office & I see that there is  a friggin' bat in my house. 


Me, being the Hardcore thug bitch that I am, start screaming bloody murder. My useless cat, Whitey Bulger, is Deaf.. and asleep in the middle of the floor. I'm freaking out.. I tried to kick him.. He still won't wake his lazy ass up.


My friend, who was asleep in the spare bedroom (thank god), runs in & unplugs my computer.. Thinking I'm getting electrocuted. UGH.. The bat is zooming around his head, yet I can't form sentences at this point to tell him anything.. or at least anything that makes sense.


Now.. This thing was BIG. I actually thought it may have been a bird. Idk.. either way - NOT WELCOME. However, this wasn't exactly my ideal way for him to exit, either.


FINALLY.. He notices it... although I felt he didn't notice it quick enough.. Like he looked at it and it took him awhile to register what was going on.. I mean c'mon. Yes you were sleeping. But IT IS A BAT.. AND IT IS IN THE HOUSE.. FLYING RIGHT BY YOUR HEAD! He didn't have quite the same reaction as, sayyyy, ME =) ... wutevrrr.. STFU. it was SCARY.


He grabs a blanket and catches it in one toss.. [lucky throw]
I almost can breathe.. and my shouting, while not completely coming to a halt, is yet significantly reduced to a whimper... as he goes to find a container or whatever...


Then, The Rifleman enters the scene, my other cat (who i usually call Alfy - idk where that came from, but ya, thats what i call him).. it's so lovely how my cats are always right on time to not be of any service to me what-so-ever... 


Oh.. Shit.. Wait. Alfy did do something.. I forgot.


As I am trying to get my heart started again... my wonderful CAT... tries to get underneath the BLANKET to see what's going on... ya know, since he missed it all.... And he, Ultimately, lets the damn Bat loose... and at this point I am still unclear as to what the hell it is.. A bird, bat,.. Helicopter for all I know. But yes. The Cat.. Let the Bat out of the Bag. :/ ..that was lame, sorry. Lol.
Then.. UGHHGHG... Then this poor bastard bat smacks right into the ceiling fan.. The turned ON ceiling fan.. GROSS. I'm getting the heebie jeebies just thinking about it.


So ya the shit literally hits the fan.. It sounds like a baseball bat (no pun intended this time, I swear lol).. I see blood splatter as this thing gets delivered right over to me... and slides right in front of me... ok I now know that it is, indeed, A BAT. Have I stopped screaming yet? No, not for a second.. I have not once stopped my screaming.. So you can imagine how bad things escalated, when its RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, bleeding, Flopping All Over the Place... I don't know how bad its hurt... so I have mixed feelings of pity for him and sheer terror.... Mostly terror.


So, my current position is under my desk, using my laptop as a shield... like, good move using a the crazy expensive piece of machinery that I just got last week as a barrier of sorts. 
Whitey's up now, of course,,.. All the hard work is done, so he just wants to take the credit.. But Whitey's no dumb ass. This thing is so big that he's kind of doubting that he even wants to fuck with it... Alfy isn't.. He is all about it. Every time he takes I swat at it, I (take a wild guess) scream louder.. And since this cat isn't deaf, just neurotic, he keeps looking at me like WTF.
Now my friend comes over and hits it with my shoe.... MY SHOE... [note: this is the only time I truly stopped my horror movie yowling].. And say "My shoe? WTF." lol. So after I get the death look, he goes and gets something else..... I resume my shrieking. 
Then I remember thinking that perhaps I should not have said anything about the shoe... as he walks back in with my tennis racquet. 


OMG and this thing would not die either. You have no idea. I saw and heard things... that will haunt me for the rest of my days. I AM TRAUMATIZED.  




I now have a new respect for the phases "BATSHIT CRAZY" and "THE SHIT HIT THE FAN"


..And NO, I do not have a voice left.. In case you were wondering. 

No Sleep This Weekend :/ FML

Well.. I have weird sleeping patterns to begin with.. I like to binge sleep. lol. I don't know if there are other people out there that do this or not (on purpose)  .. But I do. I think sleeping is a waste of time. You can sleep when you're dead. 


That's my feelings about it anyway.


If I sleep a lot, like more than I need... I wake up exhausted. So fuck sleep. lol. If I can sleep 2-3 week & get it out of the way I will. 


Like this weekend.. My schedule is just flat out retarded. I don't get one break from friday night until monday morning. I have 11 different places I need to be.. And I WILL make them all. As long as I don't get more than 3hrs in between anything (because then i'll fall asleep & never wake up to keep the rest of my schedule).. I should be good.


I don't know how many costume changes to bring.. I'm not sure when, or how many times, i'll be home.. Probably just after therapy in RI at 7am on sunday, before I go to ocean club at noon. 


Both venues are closer to my house than anywhere in boston.. I guess I should plan to have people come here I guess.. 


Well anyways.. I usually go out every night to 6-7 places .. Lol .. But due to my weekend schedule.. F that. I went out sunday..  Stayed in last night (I was in like a coma all day yesterday lol) and i'm gonna stay in until friday night. 


I'll be straight, i'm like a squirrel w/his food. Lol. I'm just storing up my sleep. 
My only concern is my mood lol. hopefully I wont be grumpy at ocean club.. And sometimes I blow right through grumpy into goofy... I hate that one the most lol. dead sober yet super retarded. Once i pretended i was drinking.. i mean, they wouldn't have believed me if i said i wasn't anyway


My favorite mood I go into is 'Smug" ..Lol. but I think this is a whole other blog .. Completely lol. 
i don't have multiple personalities or anything.. i just have one personality.. but it has a bunch of remixes out. ;)